Tuesday, October 26, 2010

another poetry bomb


I am an emotional blockage
A crushed block of scrap metal
Waiting for the thick crunch of a shutter to release me

I feel myself pressing eagerly against floodgates
Yet terrified;
What if, behind that wall, there is nothing?

Could I be that could steel wall in itself?
My rusted spots crusting up under someone's fingernails
Inching deep down into the soft skin I once had

I am the feeling of looking down
Dizzying heights with water and rock below
No gentle arms can catch me from these heights

Is there truly only emptiness in the in between?
Lacking even the sweet caress of wind
As we make the final plummet

We have but to trust our eyelids to be our wings
Our lashes must flutter closed
Our lungs empty

Before we hit the ground

______________


I'm in love with the moon in the day
With the way the sun moves across your face
The sound of your voice is like birds in the sky
It draws my attention to things upon high

I'm in love with the stars in your smile;
How you hold my hand, I feel like a child
From inside your arms everything's tame
And the woes of the world might as well be a game

I'm in love with the caress of your palm
It fills up my heart with the deepest felt calm
You've saved me from searching through Love's muddy trenches
So we might sit with each other on much safer benches

__________________________________

We stalk together
through the forest
Two deer
testing the depth of the leaves
the height of the ferns
the stretch of our legs
as we jump.

We fly together
amidst the grass
Two birds
letting cool breezes
mingle our feathers
As we tease each other to new heights.

__________________

Each time I draw in a breath
I inhale the water of our love
It floods my nostrils
Passes through my mouth
Over my tongue
Love for you bloats my lungs
Blossoms through my capillaries
It latches onto my blood
Fills my heart
Holds it in that fluid grip
Floating in your sea of Love
I am saturated
Immersed in Happiness
Every drifting strand of my hair
Flutters contentedly amidst its waves.






Thursday, October 14, 2010

Spoons

Like two spoons
We lock together
Cradled, we are a matching set
Like silver
Our love glints in the dark
Shining, we are twin stars
So close together
That we appear
As one.

Monday, October 11, 2010


You're sweet as pie
But the devil in your eye
Is lookin me up and down
Like I'm ripe for the pickin'

There's a wicked cry
I'm keepin' locked inside
Only you've got the key
So come let it out

When these apples fall
You'll try to catch them all
But in your hands
They catch alight


Friday, October 8, 2010

Essay on Beatrice as Death, Religion, and Love. Dante's La Vita Nuova

Brittanie Jones

Eng 333

Friday, October 8, 2010

In Dante’s La Vita Nuova, we can see the culmination and further evolution of a century and a half of the troubadour tradition. Medieval concepts of women are very standardized by this time; a woman of nobility is idolized, a love triangle is formed between the Lord, his lady, and the poet. The poet worships her, yet there is no socially acceptable direct contact beyond his words. He speaks to her through this screen of language, through the veil of his song. Dante escalates this practice of courtly love, warping the troubadour voice to new heights of idealized emotion. Through his use of language, he deifies Beatrice, his lady. He fluidly melds her with and then separates her from the god of Love, religion, and with his own emotions, while pushing her away from himself and toward the ethereal; even as she lives and breathes and walks before him. This spiritual, ephemeral character is created out of Beatrice in order to further lift her above Dante. He alludes to her death throughout the text, knowing that the only way to surpass the true hopelessness of unrequited love is to love a woman who has passed into the heavens. Only from that point can Beatrice truly become a mythology unto herself.

He begins describing her in the narrative as a young girl; however she is dressed in “a subdued crimson”, the color of blood, even as he falls in love at first sight. When he chances by her a second time, and subsequently dreams of her, again she is covered in “a blood red cloth”. Afterwards, Love feeds Beatrice Dante’s flaming heart, almost in the way one would offer a sacrifice to a deity, and surely it references death in that one cannot survive without one’s own heart. A more direct allusion follows this event; the God Amor rises up into heaven with Beatrice in his arms, causing Dante agony, which we can relate to his later state of un-assuage-able grief. Later in the text, he connects this fantasy of Beatrice with death yet again, through his description of the death of a young woman. The woman has been seen at times with Beatrice; however his cross connections between Beatrice and death are on a slippery slope from this point, with each example intensifying that desire to truly push her beyond his reach. The whole second stanza of the sonnet about the young woman’s death is directly parallel to his initial description in prose of his fantasy of Beatrice with the god of Love.

1.

His joy was changed to the bitterest of weeping. As he wept, the woman took shelter in his arms and I thought he arose toward the sky, holding her.

2.

Hear what respect and reverence that Love paid

To her as he shed his hot tears of regret

over the lovely corpse. Then, looking high

over his head to that fixed point in the sky

in which he noble soul was already set

He groaned his salute to that ever-cheerful

maid.

In both excerpts, Love weeps bitterly over a woman, and then she ascends into the sky. Although Dante clearly delineates one woman from the other, by using the same descriptive language in both segments, he inextricably links the two women together through both Love and through Death, which are, along with Beatrice, the very heart of this work.

As I said before, the instances linking Beatrice and Death snowball as the piece goes on. Beatrice’s father dies, and Dante’s description of their relationship binds them tightly together: “Death is painful to friends who are left behind, and there is no closer friendship than that which obtains between a good father and a good child. That lady was good in the highest degree, and her father, as many rightly believed, was also extremely good.”

By using the same word to describe both Beatrice’s father and Beatrice herself, they become linked as family and also as, ideologically, one and the same being. Section XXII also shows Beatrice’s own reflection of the god of Love, because she “is crying so heartbrokenly that anyone seeing her would die of pity,” in much the same way that Love himself weeps over her and over the dead woman on the street as they ascend to heaven.

In Section XXIII, Dante can no longer dance around his fantasy of Beatrice’s death. While contemplating the shortness and fragility of his own life, he thinks, “Even the most noble Beatrice will have to die one day.” He then has a vision of her dying while he is violently ill, in his dream a friend tells him, “Do you not yet know? Your wonderful lady has departed from this life.” Much like when he envisions the god of Love carrying Beatrice to heaven, in this fantasy he pictures her as a cloud, pushed to heaven by angels. In the sonnet, he even becomes more literal, almost demanding, “I thought in how few days or months or years/ my lady, too, must die”

As Dante’s ideal woman, Beatrice is scripted with language that alludes to, not only Death, but also a long tradition of medieval femininity, and a certain spiritual ephemerality. She is a white, glowing presence, and Dante is drawn like a moth to a flame. Beyond all else she is distant from him, and he seeks to press that distance to its limit, even as his desire for her eats away at him. He torments himself with his love for her, a one sided love that exists in a triangle between he, his “God of Love” figure, and his idealized conception of Beatrice as the ultimate woman. He continually describes her as noble; she is grace, gentle, and sweet, glorious, the Queen of Virtue, pure, faithful, and full of piety.

How modest, how genteel my lady seems

as she strolls, unself-concious, along the street

They are mute, as people sometimes are in

dreams,

and avert their eyes, as if the dazzling beams

from hers would blind them. Still, it is a sweet

kind of discomfort. It’s hardly a conceit

to say she is angelic for her head gleams

as if with a halo. And radiating from

her person, there is a quiet and delight,

inexplicable but undeniable too.

Anyone who has seen her knows it’s true,

And that for an instant all the world seems right,

One sighs in joy as they do in Elysium.

This reflects on more than the long troubadour tradition which predates Dante’s work. Rather than just being the unattainable ideal, the lady to a lord who stands in the way, she is more of an angelic being on Earth, a messenger of what awaits in paradise, or Elysium in this example. Beatrice is rendered untouchable, un-viewable even before her death, through the divinity of her existence in life. Far past the unattainable in the human sense of the word, he claims her to be not only angelic, but an actual angel, a divine presence, which he claims that heaven desires: “Our only lack in heaven is her fair/and splendid presence”.

In many ways, Beatrice’s presence in La Vita Nuova is ghostly as well. It is inconsequential to Dante, insofar as the vague way in which she exists, whether she is alive or dead. She is a spirit, a concept, which wafts from the real world and into his mind, permeating all his thoughts while never physically making contact. When Dante does get near her in the physical world, he becomes faint, physically affected, almost spooked by seeing the corporeal manifestation of his internal fantasies; he loses control of himself completely. This is exemplified in the text when his friend takes him, unknowingly, to view all the pretty ladies of the court and he accidentally comes upon Beatrice in close proximity. He claims he “was at the very precipice of life, beyond which one cannot pass with the expectation of coming back”, thereby equating the sudden viewing of her with a near-death experience.

Much like humanity’s inability to look upon the face of the divine, Dante cannot look directly at Beatrice. He must look at her through crowds (“She was walking between two gentlewomen”), through “screens” of other women (“making that gentlewoman a screen behind which I could conceal the truth”), through his thoughts (“my soul was entirely occupied by thoughts of that noblest of ladies”). She is the clear river which Dante claims brings joy to the dejected pilgrim (Love), in which she is Love and the water all at once; water, like love, can surround one, but it is ungraspable. Much like the deified Love himself, she is also fluid in her character. At times Dante fuses the two such as when he speculates: “Love and the noble heart? But there is no/difference between them”. Love, as a character, also points this out when he states, “If you took the trouble to think about it seriously, the lady Beatrice could be called Love, because of her resemblance to me.”

After Beatrice’s death, she is elevated into almost a higher position in Dante’s mind than the god of Love had held during her life. Whereas Love had been his deity, his religion to which he deferred, after her death, Beatrice becomes infused with the spirit of this god of love, and with religion itself. At first he does not admit that what happened was death, he refers to it as her being “summoned” by the Lord. By not giving her up to the literality of death, he erases his previous conception of her being carried there by Love, and elevates her to spirituality by allowing her to make the journey to heaven alone.

In a later sonnet, he describes her powerfully as:

when my lady traded her corporeal

existence to make her way

to a better one in that Elysium

she richly deserved. And radiating from

her loveliness a sacred beauty shines

to add its light to heaven’s glory. There

the angels beat their wings in rarefied air,

grateful for her presence that refines

and enhances their collective holiness

eternally blessed with perfect joyfulness.

Clearly she has been incorporated into his life in a spiritual way. She trades for her place in heaven, rather than being forced there by death. The angels themselves are grateful for her, and she enhances their holiness. Through her death, he is now able to elevate her to the heights that he dreamt of, she has become his perfect mythos, and from the high heavens she can now be truly worshipped. He even goes so far as to preach this religious idea of her to passing pilgrims towards the end of the work:

O pilgrims who walk lost in thought, do you

know where you are? The street? The house you

are near?

You must have come from somewhere far from

here,

not to be shedding tears as most of us do.

This is a city of sorrows in which there are few

songs and little laughter. Gloomy, severe

we are in deep mourning. The atmosphere

is like that of a church’s darkest pew.

If you would pause in your travels, I could tell

the story my sighing heart reiterates

day and night, and you would weep with us.

We have lost the source of our blessings, for the

fates

have taken our Beatrice, our nonpareil

the memory of whom is glorious.

In the final words of La Vita Nuova, Dante claims of Beatrice that he will “say of her what has never been said of any woman.” At the last word, he pushes this woman of his fantasies well beyond anything that had been imagined by the troubadours of the century past. Although Beatrice is technically the medieval ideal of what a woman should be, Dante pushes his courtly love for her and her perfection into new extremities. He elevates her beyond the ideal unto a religious status with his combination of prose and poetry, not only honoring her in his own time, but allowing her to truly live on forever through the myth he created for her.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Inca Modern Culture Essay

Brittanie Jones

October 5th 2010

ANTH 263 Fall 2010

To be an Inca in modern Peru is to be a patchwork quilt of identities. From the seat of the old Incan Empire, in Cusco, radiating outwards like the beams of the sun that granted life to the Inca’s crops and herds; there are many peoples who call upon the old kingdom in describing their heritage and parts of their current way of life.

Incan heritage in Peru is seen, as it has been since the Spanish invasion, through two different lenses. One view is through the eye of the everyday Andean: the farmer, with his llamas, his potatoes, his family, and the intricate interconnected social structure of his village (Allen 2002). The other is seen through the perspective of the upper class, the mestizos, who have light skin and not only look down openly upon the natives, but exploit their heritage openly in the marketing of Inca tourism within the city of Cuzco (Silverman 2007 and Silverman 2008). Cuzco itself is a city of layered identity, much like the Andean people (Allen 2002). The Incas built their Cuzco, the navel of their empire, upon an existing site (Wikipedia 2010), and, in turn, the Spanish constructed their colonial one on top of Incan walls (Isbell Lectures).

Outside the sprawling tourist trap of Cuzco, it is easier to get an idea of how the Incas, or the indigenous peoples the Incas ruled over, may have lived. All throughout the hard-to-reach mountains of Peru, people still carry on with aspects of their lives in the same manner as farmers hundreds of years ago. This can be attributed to how well adapt the agricultural, and consequently, the spiritual practices of the Andean people are to the environments around them; their culture is tailored impeccably to the ranges they inhabit. They are respectful and take care to share with every notable object around them, from the great mountain ranges, the Tirakuna, right down to the Pachamama, the mother earth beneath their feet. They are completely interconnected with their environment, trapped in cycles of owing, much like in their own social connections, which are a web of give and take. (Allen 2002)

The majority of the Andean environment consists of the highlands, the coastlands, valleys and the tropical rainforests of modern Peru and Ecuador. The Incan Empire included both the highest mountain and the driest desert in the world (Isbell Lectures). The variety of climates, elevations, and water availability allowed for a system of irrigation and terracing to develop and flourish in these areas. Also, a wide variety of plants were domesticated and used, with different vegetation types adapting for the various temperatures and elevations traversed by the Andeans. The level of botanical diversity in the Andes helps protect crops from disease and pestilence, which can decimate millions of dollars of crops in countries where monocultures are prevalent. (Pollan 2006) Both in the past and today, Andean people maintain and utilize an extended territory. Their crops may be at one low elevation, yet they will graze their herds of llama and alpaca at a much higher one, on the puna, where only excellent grazing forage for the camilids grows and thrives. The Andeans are extremely mobile and utilize every available resource they have access to as fully as possible. (Isbell lectures 2010)

Because of the cool temperatures of the Andes, both in Inca times and today, woven materials are highly valued. Llamas and alpacas produce an incredibly touchable yarn, which is spun by hand and woven or knitted into garments of varying quality. Sheep’s wool is also incorporated, as introduced by the Spaniards. In Inca times, women paid their taxes to the empire in woven materials, and the finest textiles were considered more valuable than gold. This tradition continues into the current day, deeply embedded and intertwined with the spiritual practices of the native peoples of the Andes. (Allen, Kitty 2002)

Modern descendants of the Incas may choose to include their heritage in their everyday life on various levels. Some are immersed in farming practice and ritual that has a nearly unbroken continuum from the time of Incan conquest, whereas other, usually younger, generations tend to fight against their traditional obligations in favor of a more westernized lifestyle. This pattern is seen again and again in places where native cultures overlap with European invaders. Social stratification and rampant racism play a crucial part in urging the younger generations of Andean natives to sever ties with their rich cultural heritage. The pressures of social stratification came to a boiling point in the early 1980s, when Abimael Guzmán, a university professor at San Cristóbal of Huamanga University, organized an internal conflict that rocked Peru for the next two decades. (in-class documentary) Although the upper class was kept in the dark until attacks on the capital escalated, every Peruvian has been touched by the violence of the Sendero Luminoso in some way. Most affected, however, were the indigenous peoples in the rural countryside. The rebels hid among these towns, committing heinous acts of violence against the very villages they had been born in. Simultaneously, their presence in these villages drew the military into those areas. Most military personnel did not know Quechua, the native language (that they were not taught any is another signifier of the deep rift between social classes in Peru), and therefore they couldn’t determine which townspeople were rebel and which were innocent civilians. Many brutal extrajudicial killings resulted from both this careless occupation by the senderistas and the military’s casual disregard for the lives of citizens in these rural communities. (in class documentary)

After this brutal conflict, many Peruvians still chose the path of forgetfulness. Even though a council was formed to seek out and publicize the truth of what happened during the internal conflict, many chose to blame the senderistas in full for the outbreak of rebellion. A monument called The Eye that Cries, erected to honor the memory of all the lives lost in the conflict, was the source of a heated debate, the belief that rebel names didn’t belong in the monument was widespread, and caused the piece to be fenced off from the public. (Drinot 2006) It is hard to blame the Peruvians for wanting to forget such terrible events. Humanity as a whole has a history of selectively forgetting, such as the United States’ own brutal relationship of exploitation and betrayal of American Indians. (Brown 1970)

The rebellion of the Sendero Luminoso is not the only past violence that Peruvians chose to sweep under the rug. Tensions and racism still persists, remnants from as far back as the invasion of the Spanish Conquistadors in the mid-1500s. The attempt to destroy native cultures was a part of Spain’s own brand of slash and burn New World domination. First, indigenous peoples were weakened by disease, which blanketed the landscape long before the arrival of troops. Then, any scholars and priests would be disposed of. Puppet emperors were set into place, and before long the Spanish empire was comfortably seated at the head of a new territory. Papal decree that the indigenous peoples were human, had souls, and must be converted, was long to take effect, and although Catholicism is interwoven into the beliefs of the native peoples, there still exists a substantial rift between classes and races. (web reading, Spanish encomiendas)

Despite the concerted efforts of the conquistadors to eradicate Incan culture in the Andes, the languages and practices of the rural people exist in a continuum from ancient times. By studying the ethnography of these peoples, using first hand Spanish Colonial accounts, and piecing together evidence from archeological sites, ideas of what everyday life in Inca civilization would have been like. The people of the Andes seamlessly integrate ancient ideologies with Spanish colonial ones, and, in spite of the pressures of racism and violence, manage to cling to an identity as unique and fascinating as the environment they inhabit.

Cited Works

Brown, Dee

1970 Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee New York: Holt, Rineheart and Winston

Allen, Katherine

2002 The Hold Life Has: Coca and Cultural Identity in an Andean Community. Smithsonian Institute

Pollan, Michael

2006 The Omnivore's Dilemma: A Natural History of Four Meals. The Penguin Press

Silverman, Helaine

2007 Contemporary Museum Practice in Cusco, Peru. In Archaeology and Capitalism. From Ethics to Politics, edited by Philip Duke and Yannis Hamilakis, pp. 195-212. Left Coast Press, Walnut Creek.

2008 Mayor Daniel Estrada and the Plaza De Armas of Cuzco, Peru. Heritage management, volume 1 issue 2 181-217

Drinot, Paulo

2009 For whom the eye cries: memory, monumentality, and the ontologies of violence

in peru. Journal of Latin American Cultural Studies, 18: 1, 15 — 32

Sandweiss, Daniel H. and James B. Richardson III

2008 Central Andean Environments. In Handbook of South American Archaeology, edited by Helaine Silverman and William H. Isbell, pp. 93-104. Springer Science & Business Media, LLC, New York.

From the Web:

Spanish Administration and Encomienda